*text*

I'm sorry I keep pushing you away.

So that's what that was. Good to know.

I'm scared that you're going to leave so I figure it's easier to push you away then take that chance.

Thanks for the overwhelming faith in my feelings for you. Which, by the way, have dimmed considerably. Just thought you ought to know.

As they should. It's not that I don't have faith in you, I don't have faith in me. I don't trust myself to hold this together. I can barely hold myself together.

Good luck with that.

I'm sorry. Really I am. I'm sorry that I can't be who you think I ought to be. I'm sorry that I'm not perfect.

No one was asking you to be perfect. At the time, I didn't think I was asking anything of you. But it seems I was asking you to be a good person and that was just too much, wasn't it. Because I'm pretty sure that as sucky as the stupid prank was--And, yes, it was a prank. Yes, it was dumb and hurtful. But yes, I thought and still do think that she deserved it--you had no right to flip out on me in front of everyone. So it pissed you off. You know what? It was over a freaking year ago. Move on. And thanks for trying to break me down in front of everyone. If it makes you feel better, you got the closest out of everyone to putting me back in the place I was when I was back in Louisiana. Thanks.

Jack, I'm sorry. It wasn't even about you. And that was not my intention. I let my emotions get the best of me and I was in a crappy mood because play practice sucked. Mischa yelled at me fifty times because I forgot my lines. Serena has been keeping me up all night with her ridiculous skype conversations. And I took it out on you. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that. It's not even about your prank. It's the fact that it reminded me of something I didn't want to be reminded of.

I can be self righteous. In fact, if you ask Nate, I'm pretty sure he'd say that I live in a self righteous state. I never meant to hurt you. Believe me, if I could go back and slap myself I would because hurting you is the last thing I'd ever want to do.

This is the last thing I'll say and then I promise I'll leave you alone. I love you. I love you more than I've ever loved anyone else and I'll do whatever you need me to to make things right. I'm sorry Jack. I really am. I know it doesn't mean much and if someone did that to me, I'd feel the same way but know that I will always be here waiting for you if you decide that you still want me.

I love you, Haley. I meant it when I said it. And I know that I'll get over this. But it's going to take a while. Sorry.

I know you're mad at me, but I have a huge favor to ask of you. Feel free to say no.

What do you need?

My grandmother wants me to bring you to tea to meet you in Georgia. Like I said, you don't have to.

Fine.

You don't have to. Really, it's fine.

Do you want me to show up or not? You make the call.

Only if you want to be there. If you need more time, I understand.

Haley. Choose. Yes, you want me there or no, you don't.

I just did. It's up to you. I don't want to force you into anything you don't want to do and I want to give you your space if that's what you need.

I'll be there.

Thank you.